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Sunday, November 15, 2009 1:52 AM First of all, i wanna thank every of my friends for wishing and celebrating my birthday with me. There are some part which iam really touched. And its a long celebrations! From wed to sat. Ok! start from wed.. Hmmm Since mon and tue iam on leave so wed i need to do OT. Hahah my ot end around 8pm then i took a cab to east coast park for bbq~! Its a celebrations for twin :) But they include me too because twin bday is e same as me! Bbq was fun with all the crapping, songs, cards and laughter! Went bowling after the bbq and i did score better k! :) Thurs! haha went, ktv with xyt, terri, max, dean and twin! lols..Realise really nice. Then clubbing after ktv :). Haha and twin was so excited counting down to our bday. Went home around 2 plus because got to work the next day :( Fri! Met Manda, dar, wanxin, brenda, grace and bt:) haha we had dinner at asian kitchen and when we are done with our dinner, they intend to ask the waiter light up the candles and bring the cake to me but the waiter just bring the whole cake to me without lighting the candles. Haha and they were so nabei! brainless lo. Haha cos the gang intend to gave me a surpise. Went pub to chill after tt :) Sat! cousins day :) 5pm to 7pm dinner at Aston then 7.30pm to 12am ktv then supper is the last stop :) Its fun la! We all enjoy it with all the pics and videos taking! haha. Finally bday celebrations finished. And its like so tiring can! Lols..have been waking up early and coming home late. Thanks for all ur presents:). Dean and gang - Thanks for the company. Lols all the mahjong sessions, supper..lols alot alot. Dar and gang - Thanks for the cake, speaker and cracking of brains of where to go. We share sadness and happiness together. We share the same songs, we face the same probs. But when i see all of us sitting together with smile on our face, the happiness just came out from the bottom of my heart. I hope we can and always be like this :) Xie yu ting - I know you wun be able to see this post as you don't even know i got a blog but i still wanna thank you for all times on my card although then present is abit girly? but still, i like it alot because its from you :) ____________________________________________________________________ I think i got thousands of words which i cannot say infront of you. My feelings is so strong that i cant even lifted up myself. I don't know how to handle it but to face it everyday but iam so tired and i can't avoid. Recently, my heart have been so honest with me. Keart is the name of my heart. Keart have been feeling so honest when i can actually feel pain all of the sudden. When you told me, ur department maybe moving to the 4th floor instead of staying on the 3rd floor with us..i was feeling so fark up yet disappointed. I was so pek cek over it. Because the thought that i wun be seeing you every mins and sec, i feel so insecured. My feelings now is like 10 over cars crashing together. I wanna show you my real feelings, i wanna tell you how i feel but i cant..because i tried that and i failed. Tell me, how do you actually put down your feelings towards me just by few days? We did agreed that we are just close friend. Tts the reason why and the reason tts holding me back. I cant show you iam jealous, i cant asked you who are u msg-ing and i cant tell you how much i missed you when i don't get to see you. All this! I cant show it! Just because we are bloody close frens and just close frens. Nth can be extend right? Tts wat u said to me. I will rmb it. But xie yu ting..u know how much i wanna tell my how miserable iam? You are not me. You are not..you can nvr understand. And i think i love you. |